WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???!!!

WHY?? Why would I do that?!?!?!

I'm in the library again, having a total mental breakdown.

OHMIGAWD!!!!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????????

Okay. So I'm just going to come out with it.

I just sent off an application for Britain's Got Talent.

They sent me a confirmation email.

And I CONFIRMED IT!!!!!!!!!

WHYYYYYYYYY????

It was just a spur of the moment thing.

WHYYY?????????

I'm an alright singer, but I just CAN'T SING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

And if you know me personally in ANY WAY AT ALL, please DON'T tell anyone. I wouldn't want to get their hopes up.

Besides, I'm going by a fake name.

BUT WHY DID I JUST DO THAT?!?!

My hands are shaking, and I feel nervous just THINKING ABOUT IT.

But, I'm going to be brave. Go by a fake name, see if I can do it, and if I can't, then I'd have lost NOTHING AT ALL.

I'll be FINE.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

I'm definitely doing it, though.

But hey, they might not even email me back.

Phew. That's calmed me a bit.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!

A<3

*Short post, but I'm not going into details. HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

14 comments:

  1. Aww! Fake name! If you were on it I'd love to recognise it was you! If you do get on to the telly (I hope so) PLEASE tell me which one is you! Then if you do really well - which I'm positive you will - then I can brag to everyone that I kind-of know you!

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  2. Hey-I'm sure it will be ok.
    Don't worry.
    If they DO reply, and you don't want to go on, I'm sure if you tell them, they'll withdraw your name.
    But if you do want to go on, then use your nerves. That helps most singers to give a good performance. Try and engage with the audience. If they like you, it doesn't matter if you mess up, they'll still probably let you through!
    And remember-DONT PANIC! That's probably the worst thing you can do. Keep calm. Try performing in front of the mirror. Then try performing in front of your family. Then people you trust Then maybe record your voice and put it on your blog??? I'm sure you'll get a lot of encouragement from myself and all your other followers!

    Hope that helped!
    Hikma

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    1. Oh btw, I've nominated you for the Liebster Award!
      http://baawisdombooks.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/liebster-award.html

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  3. Good Luck!!!
    I wish I could know which one is you but I'll hopefully guess correctly!
    That's just SO COOL though!
    Don't worry they all love people your age and are bound to let you through the auditions!

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  4. Just to let you know I've nominated you for the Versatile Blog Award
    Check it out here http://bookblogandstuff.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/the-versatile-blog-award.html
    Shakira

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  5. I tagged you too! For the versatile blog that is!
    That is so cool. Imagine if you get all the way to the live shows!
    WOW!!!!
    Marian :D x
    Best of luck

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  6. Hey, It's Sunny from  A Sunny Spot Blog!!!
    I think your blog is fabulous and I have awarded you with the Versatile Blogger award! You derserve it! Check out this link for details- http://asupersunnyspot.blogspot.com.au/2012/08/the-versatile-blog-award.html
    HAPPY BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  7. and another award for you! the Toujou Blogger Award! here's the link to the post:
    http://nicolasnotebook.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/the-toujou-blogger-award.html

    Nicola:Dxxo

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  8. I'm sure you'll do amazing! Good luck! And guess what? Another blog award! I've nominated you for the Versatile Blogger Awardhttp://a-day-dreamers-world.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/the-versatile-blog-awards.html
    Sophie:)

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  9. i've nominated you for the versatile blogger award! here are the details:
    http://nicolasnotebook.blogspot.co.uk/
    xxo

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  10. I'm sure you'll be AMAZING Amy!!! Good Luck!!!:)xxxx

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  11. Wow, I'm at the libary too1 I go there every day, where my friends and books are! Would you like to join blogforjoy.blogspot.com? Email me your response at jadefireeyes@gmail.com. I await your answer!

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  12. Wow you're so brave! I wonder if us bloggers will recognise you...you have red hair yes? XD

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